During This Phase

I have started to discover what I have to offer this world and what this world has to offer me. My dreams will to continue. The tree of life offers me the fruit of connection. Unity and wholeness. I must discover what will connect me with the Tree of Life. I will spread this shit out to my benefit. I will start anew. This journey is starting to make sense the longer I keep traveling it. My alias is rune light; and I will continue this way. In the moonlight of my creation and the mystery of my own life. Time is a variable that keeps moving forward. Days will only be days. The night times that I have with myself are little tokens of light. A faraway star shines right here. One mind is present everywhere and I will follow it. I will make it my own and it won’t only be mine. There are so many precious moments that won’t be wasted.

I got up, had a cigarette, made an apple butter and banana toasted sandwich for breakfast, had a shower, slapped some makeup on my face, put on my work clothes and then stumbled down the stairs to watch some t.v while waiting for a ride. (That has pretty much been my routine for the past few weeks) Batman and Robin was on. I’d have to say thats my favorite one out of the bunch. Poison Ivy is uniquely attractive, with her pheromone dust and her green tights that seemed to almost be painted. Personally, I’ve wondered why she had to be a villain, since she’s trying to preserve Mother Earth the way she’s meant to be. Why couldn’t she have just teamed up with so-called Batman and Robin, instead of turning to mulch. Ah, movie reviews. What do you guys think? Good or Evil?

On a slower note, work was bang-your-head-against-the-wall boring. In case my fellow readers haven’t read my Bio, I work as a waitress. I had TWO tables tonight. Ah well, Sunday was $100 full of greatness. I’ve been working with this young lady who’s 17 years old, who only has a grade 9 education (can’t add, can’t spell) and I’m really hoping that she’ll pick up the pace and jump on the band wagon or else she’s going to be let go. I mean, she’s a great girl. Real bubbly like. It’s not my job to fire people (don’t worry, I’m not the bad guy) but I really don’t like seeing people keep coming and leaving. I suppose it’s just the restaurant business. People come and go all the time. I can’t wait for tourist season, maybe I’ll hook up with a bunch of real positive-influenced friends. That’s honestly one of my only pet peeves at the moment. All my old friends are so into partying and beating each other up, it makes me sick. This is what I get for being more mature than most in my age bracket. C’mon people, let’s talk about something worldly and inspiring. Got somethin’ for me?

I’m really interested to find intellectually challenging movies, or just one for a really good laugh. I haven’t had one of those in ages. Any ideas? Anywho, I’m going to pick up my book and try to engage in reading again. It’s been low on my priority list when it really shouldn’t be. Peace, love and happiness.